hayy... buhay nga nman tlga nakakapagod ano? Minsan gusto mo ng mag-give up, kaso alam mo na kailangan mo pang pagtyagaan kasi kahit kaunti nagiging masaya.. (actually hindi ko alam kung ano ilalagay ko dito kasi wla ako sa mood magsulat este type pala ngaun)
bakit ba ganun? life is so unfair. Bakit kung kailan feeling mo na ok na ang lahat dun mas lalong gugulo. Akala ko matapos ang isyu na naresolba na nating lahat... (well actually hindi pa pala lahat tayo kasi alam ko marami pang nagtatago dyan) saka pa lalabas ang iba pang problema. Bakit ba ganoon? Akala ko talaga nawala na ang lahat ng paghihirap ko sa buhay, hindi pa pala.... at mas lalo pa syang lumala. Ang sakit at ang hirap isipin kasi talagang hindi sya katanggap-tanggap. ahhhh.........!!!!!! ang gulo nababaliw na tlaga ako ngaun. Hindi ko na maintindihan ang aking nararamdaman. Ang sakit tlaga, sobrang sakit at sobrang hirap ng sitwasyon ko ngaun. alam ko sa mga magbabasa nito hindi ninyo ito maiintindihan as in suuuper hindi kasi nga magulo sya.... at mas magulo pa ang utak ko dito. basta kung naiintindihan ninyo ito ok lng tag na lng kau.... kung hindi naman, lalong ok kasi alam ko nman na hindi kau concerned sa buhay ng may buhay di ba? sa taong concerned d2, para sa iyo ito........
___________________________________________________________
I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like I won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end
And my tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you
I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know
I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time you're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you
I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
Tell me that it's over
Over
Honestly tell me
Honestly tell me
Don't tell me that its over
Don't tell me that its over..
sorry sa message nito. alam kong hindi mo ito gusto. frustrated lng talaga ako ngayon hindi ko na alam itong iniisip ko basta ang alam ko wala akong ginagawa at balak na gawing masama.. mananatili akong tapat sa iyo at di ako bibitiw.. pls sana mangako ka rin sa akin na gaun din ang gagawin mo.....