"A lot of things sure comes into my mind right now... and it bothers me so much, what become of this treasure we {had?} have, now that there were a lot of things that lock us up away.. sealed a million miles apart" FRIENDSHIP is a distinctively personal relationship that is grounded in a concern on the part of each friend for the welfare of the other, for the other's sake, and that involves some degree of intimacy. "A HARD STEEL" is that how strong we were? but now we're nothing but a rusted iron in the freezing cold of the north and the south pole. Is this the symbol of a relationship that has been broken? Ive once promise myself that i would not let anything happen to this relationship, but now what? I'm not really sure of what is happening to the both of us, but i can feel the wind of treacherous and hate. I'm afraid so much. Not only because I might loose you but also gain an enemy.
I define a friend as the one whom you can always count on. The one who will slap you in the face to make you realize the truth. The one who never forsake, never steal, never lie and never ever betray. The one who forgive, who love and who understand. Always speaks for the truth and help you through(supports you.. in short). It's not exactly the happy moments ur with but with the challenges you both faced, facing and will be.
How strong and how true are we right now? Do we still need to pretend that there's nothing wrong or we should know the problem and face the consequences of our actions? I don't want to hold grudges to you and I hope you feel the same. I am protecting something in here. It is the spirit of the moments we shared. The promises that i don't want to be broken. Where are you and where am i? I just can't seem to see you same as you can't see me.
How will we be able to solve an unknown problem? There's a need for us to find it out. I dont want to leave this place with memories that keeps on making me down. I don't want to feel this certain coldness when i'm with you. Are you angry or not? Am i angry or not?
Our relationship right now.. undefined? unknown? or none at all? I guess i have to act, to move. But how? Where will i get the guts to confront you and asks the problem? but i was just thinking..
SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING WEVE BEEN THRU. if werejust gonna let it all fly away. Do you still value this friendship we have built, or after what happened you don't care anything about it after all?
Is this the sign of a BROKEN friendship?
a lot of questions, still left unknown and unanswered. When? when will the truth prevail? When will it show? and when will it be answered? Why? why did this happen? I guess, this always be what it was if we continue to hide the problem inside. Stop being bitter? I know we'll get thru this.
-piggy bank... so many questions-
