"alam ko na madami pang problema ang darating sa buhay ko, pero ndi ako bibitiw! Kakapit lang ako at panghahawakan ko lahat ng bagay na alam kong magpapasiya sa akin"cguro masyado ng late itong post na ito.. (haha pakialam ninyo, kung ngaun ko ninais maglagay") ummm... ibahin na lng natin ang sasabihin ko "in every rain there is always a rainbow and every rainbow ends with a pot of gold" o diba sosyal ndi na tunnel ahaha...
Anyway kung sino man ang magbabasa nito malalamn ninyo kung gaano kagulo ang utak ko (kung meron mang magkakainteres na basahin ito :P)
Actually wla akong masabi... hahah "SPEECHLESS" ika nga, peo speechless nga ba , o masyado lang akong nasaktan at nabigla sa lahat nang nangyari kaya ndi lang ako makapagsalita.
Lets just say that, i have found the rainbow in the rain but i haven't reach or better yet found the pot of gold on its end. I know that i will be going through a lot of rain in my life and i know that i'll always find a rainbow in there but it'll take too long for me to know how to search for those gold.
I haven't learned "yes i mean it" but i found out something my HAPPINESS
right now i've been going thru a lot of pains cuz my "sun" left me on my darkest hours.
the only thing that brightens up my day left me, for some unacceptable reasons. "YES I MEAN IT, I SAID 'AYOKO NA' " now i take it back. I realized that i'm willing to be hurt over and over again just to be with sumone or sumthing that makes me happy.
Of course this "thunderstorm" opened my eyes to many opportunities of being happy. And i'm so thankful that i have true friends that lit a candle for me when i'm stumbling in the dark. They served as sanctuary when i have no home to go into.
(peo, Diyos ko nman! ang hirap noh ung isa pa sa knila ang naging isa sa mga dhilan kung bkit nacra ang lht ng pinaglaban ko!)
Anyway i lost my "sun" why would i fight and let go of my moon also "ISA AKONG MALAKING TANGA PAG GINAWA KO IYON".
Now im fighting to get my "sun" back. Paiiralin ko pa ba ang pride?
HAPPINESS is more important to me than PRIDE
i would never ever let my pride get in the way
"aanhin mo ang pride mo kung hindi ka msaya, ikaw lang ang matatalo ndi sila"
ANYWAY NDI AKO MARTIR!!!!
i just know where i can find my happiness
(paulit-ulit lng ako)
"ngayon, ndi ako titigil hanggat ndi ko nkakamit ang kaligayahan ko. Tanggalan na kung tanggalan ng pride.i don't care, wala nmang mawawala sa akin kung mwawala ang pride ko eh,basta lahat ng mahalagang tao sa buhay ko ndi mawala. Hindi ako bibitiw sa "sun" ko (panghahawakan ko pangako natin sa isa't isa) peo ndi ko na rin bibitawan friends ko. isasama ko na sa speech ko ang pagpapasalmat sa mga tumulong at sumuporta sa akin. PINALAKAS NINYO AKO!!! lalo na kau PAU, ANNAL, BEVS, KENNA at ang buong kasapi ng HERTZ!!!
bsta ndi ko kau iiwan peo ndi ko rin cya iiwan, gagawa ako ng paraan tandaan ninyo yan!"
-piggy bank-
(and will always gonna be your piggy bank)
